My baby boy is turning one tomorrow and I’ve been sobbing on and off all evening.
I feel silly. He’s a healthy, happy, perfect little boy. I couldn’t possibly ask for a more wonderful child. But he’s growing up so fast and I just want time to slow down. I want to wake him up and cuddle him, savouring the last few hours of babyhood. I want to hold his warm, snuggly little self and gaze into his gray eyes, adoring him, loving him.
I dread to think all the terrible things that might happen to him in his life. I want him to be as happy and loved as he is now, always. I don’t want his heart broken, I don’t want him to get sick. I don’t want him to have his feelings hurt, for that sweet, trusting smile to leave his face.
Oh, I know I should be looking forward to all the wonderful things his life will bring. Maybe that will come tomorrow. But tonight all I can do is cry, cry, cry.
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